It's been a long time, hasn't it.
When I stopped consistently posting here, things at my job started to get stressful. Being the sensitive person I am, the worries of others, and my own worries about even just getting paid on time, let alone if I want to stay at my job, would ring in my head. The way I cope with a lot of stress is to proceed to relax as much as possible. Unfortunately, this coping strategy has taken me away from this project, and all the other projects I love. I have no problem doing more work for something I love when I'm not worried about being employed or having a paycheck. But when I am worried, the only way I feel "normal" and function well is if I only worry about one big thing at a time.
And unfortunately I did not attend to this project. And I feel awful about it. This is something I really want to pursue, even to the point of doing an experiment. But I've failed to do that. I'm sincerely sorry.
As soon as I know (which will be relatively soon) how things are going at my job, I will be back on this blog talking about gender in RPGs. It's a topic I'm not going to give up on. And all the support I've received from the get go reminds me how important this project is.
I hope to be posting consistently on this blog again soon.
Sincerely,
d20 Sapphire
February 08, 2010
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